October 2009
61 posts
So tired.
Hooray for Saturday morning classes! ^_^
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FUCK.
Lynn Nooogy.
^ A kiss for her :) LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
My natural, at-home look. Lynn’s favourite.
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The moment she stepped into my life, I was blessed with immeasurable happiness. I love you, Wifey/Best friend.
“I still believe in love.”
I'm Back
:) I hope some of you missed me <3
My eyes
look like gigantic pillows from crying every night. I don’t even know why I’m crying. Or rather, I do, but I’d rather die than admit it out loud.
“Sometimes, there are things in our life that aren’t meant to stay. Sometimes,...”
– (via eletheowl)
Chapter Nine
At the moment I am:
** In pain. Stomachache :’(
** Listening to Jason Mraz - Lucky | This song does strange things to me. While listening to it, it’ll either bring a smile to my face… or make me cry. I guess it’s because it’s a very powerful song to me.
** Tired. Stayed up late. Again.
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I’m really out of it this morning. I think it’s...
Winter.
It’s snowing. It’s absolutely beautiful.
Lazy.
I should be studying right now.
Hooray.
First test of the year tomorrow.
Time to study like a good little Asian girl should.
(Pffffffffff…)
-switches brain into Korean mode-
Let’s do this.
I am going to decimate that midterm.
Chapter Eight | Be Bold
I think.. I was hurt again. I think I have a broken heart again. I have cried again. And died again. But, now… I look up with thanks and realize that Now I can dream again. Now I can breathe again. And love again. I think, I know that I can love again.
“I hope someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight and...”
– The Waitress
Thank You :)
To the sweethearts who sent me touching & supportive messages through formspring! I don’t know who any of you are since you didn’t specify, but it made me very happy. I’ve hit a painful phase of my life, but I’m pulling through. I’m always moving, and therefore I will always be okay. I’m walking towards a new me. I’m a woman in the making.
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“She’s strong because she knows what it’s like to be weak. She keeps her guard up...”
– (via eletheowl)
“Tears may be dried up, but the heart - Never.”
Chapter Seven
It’s raining today.
It’s pouring.
The angels are so sweet.
They took my tears away from me.
They’re watering the earth with my soul.
It’s time for a new beginning…
{ Cleanse.
Vows.
Forgiveness is the final form of love. — Reinhold Niebuhr
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I forgive you for not loving me.
I’m putting my heart away so you can be free. Just promise me that you’ll shine. Promise me that you’ll be happy. Promise me that she’s the one who will love you in ways that I can’t. Promise me that she’s the one who’s meant to paint...
I love you.
I can’t deny it anymore.
Chapter Six
Revelation }
At the moment I am:
** Falling asleep at my laptop.
** Munching on a blueberry muffin
** Feeling heavier than words could possibly explain.
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Last night, I realized something & it made me cry into my pillow for hours. No matter how many happy days pass, no matter how many smiles I share with anyone… whether it’s a friend or a very special...
Chapter Five.5
To: My Friend }
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I can’t give solutions to all of life’s problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can’t change your past with all it’s heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can’t keep your feet from...
Chapter Five & Date ♥
Thank you to heartisbreaking for wishing me luck on my date last night <3 You’re a sweetheart. I’m posting date details especially for you & Lynn C:
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At the moment I am:
** Nibbling on a blueberry muffin.
** Listening to Lights - Saviour
** Feeling ridiculously happy.
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Last night was absolutely FANTASTIC. I had such a good time. I...
“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together.. there is something you must...”
– Winnie the Pooh (via fuckyeahhappy)
I have a date tonight.
Why am I so nervous… Wish me luck?
“After all that’s said and done, I still think you’re amazing. I still cherish...”
– (via eletheowl)