♥ 천사의 미소처럼

Revelation }

At the moment I am:

** Falling asleep at my laptop.

** Munching on a blueberry muffin

** Feeling heavier than words could possibly explain.

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Last night, I realized something & it made me cry into my pillow for hours. No matter how many happy days pass, no matter how many smiles I share with anyone… whether it’s a friend or a very special boy, I can’t forget. There is one person I’ve been trying to erase from my heart for ages now, and simply put, it’s just not working. When he falls in love, it hurts that it’s not with me… When he cries, my eyes water too… When he smiles, my heart aches, but I’m happy as well… I feel utterly hopeless & stupid.